| soooo long agooo |
[Jun. 24th, 2006|06:19 am] |
it has been since ive written in here. i guess i dont really have a use for typing in these things anymore since i just tell my thoughts and feelings to people. but i guess its good because i know ill go back and look at these stupid online journals and see how much my life has progressed and changed. for better and for worse. kinda gives me like a bookmark to post up and continue on from there. grew up a lot too since i past wrote in here. no longer with JVC, we went our separate ways. live and learn. then get luvs. haha. new job too......valet parking is awesome and serving sucks. haha. i make more money valeting and doing wayyy less work. there is no stress involved with valet! lol. so im doing that and also working my health and nutritional company, i hope it really takes off soon! oh yeah, and im lovin the greatest girl in the world right now, shes what ive been looking for. =] quite the happy man to say the least. haha. i love you babe. your my everything =]
-brando |
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[Oct. 25th, 2005|03:09 pm] |
MoviesWell i guess things happen for a reason. You just have to figure that reason out.
I saw the movie "Domino" yesterday. Damn that was an awesome movie. It had some principles that really stood out. Like when domino said, "Heads you win, tails you die. My destiny was to live."
"There are 3 kinds of people in the world. The Rich, the poor, and everyone inbetween."
Overall very good movie, especially since it was based on true events. And Domino Harvey was a real bounty hunter. In loving memory.
Life
So some mean things were said and feelings were hurt. But this only makes us stronger by growing and learning from our mistakes. If these things cant break us, nothing can. In the present tense, it hurts, but when looking at the long term, we'll be sailing smooth once all these differences and bumps are worked out. Theyre just ripples in the ocean of life. And we've already overcome a storm.
What i said before was only out of anger. All those things listed were true. There still is a girl, and i am still madly in love with her, and she is madly in love with me. Im one of the only things that make her happy, and she is one of the only things that make me happy. I know i might sound crazy when i say this but i know ill end up marying this girl. There is no doubt. We can hurt each other and do very mean things, but in the end, we will always come back to each other because there is simply nothing better. Have to try to weed out all the imposters and the ones who try to steal me away from her, cuz my heart tells me who i really need to be with. Its too bad no one actually reads this.....but then again, im glad no one does. Cuz no one would understand.
I love you JVC.
-brando |
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[Oct. 20th, 2005|01:25 pm] |
In my previous post number 5 was obviously wrong. Number 2 used to be true but she destroyed that shit. Im not even mad anymore, im simple dissappointed. Well thats why guys have their car. Cuz it is the one true thing that will never lie, cheat, betray, or ever do anything to not trust us. Therefore, my car will be the only thing with me forever. Im sick of this heartache all the time. =[
fuck shit.... |
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| Change |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|10:16 am] |
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haha wow reading these old ass entires here in LJ. man, its been so long since i used to write in here. seems like i really grew up a bit just reading how i used to talk and the things i used to do, people i used to chill with. In time things will change. This is inevitable. This is unavoidable. Some things change for the better, some things change for the worse. But whatever happens happens.
Top 5
#1 - selling my car, so buy it please. $5800
#2 - Theres this girl, and im in love with her
#3 - I love photography
#4 - I promise ill write everything in here
#5 - Is it wrong to feel like you've found someone to spend your whole life with while you're only 19? |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:24 pm] |
| [ | Feelings |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | Thrice - Trust (Acoustic) | ] |
Wow, not that ive totally forgotten about LJ, its just that i got kinda tired of it and i liked myspace better cuz EVERYONE uses that and i have more friends on there. But at least here i can write whatever the fuck i want to and not worry about ppl readin it cuz no one reads this shit! yay...
so....im in hawaii right now and to be honest with you. im miserable. i hate it here. its so boring for me and there isn't jack shit to do. sure my aunt will let me take her car to go down to kahumanu mall and do whatever i please but i have no friends here! i think there is an arcade and PC club down there, as well as a movie theater. But i really need to save my money. I've got an expensive visa bill and an upcomming phone bill and i dont want to be out of money before those come cuz i gotta pay those off in full. I dont want to be screwed on my credit so soon. All cuz of that dammed hot girl at wells fargo......*shakes fist angrily in air* dam you hot girl!!!
College is bad......like.....im doing poorly. Failed 3 classes so i have to take those over again. God i feel so stupid......but next quarter im going to ace my classes, econ, music, and bio. This will be much easier than 5 HARD ASS classes. Ill get my GPA back up and hopefully not be put on academic probation.
My car is completely gutted and now i have a new steering wheel, center mounted tach, water temp guage. 17" work wheels on ADVAN AD05 tires in the rear. And soon to be KA-T!!! Oh god i cant wait.....*nuts pants*
now im going to listen to thrice.....cuz im in love.... |
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[Nov. 1st, 2004|11:49 am] |
wow. ive totally forgotten about LJ.
NICE.
i love it.
im an internet whore anyways.....dont need another useless journal to waste my life away.......
i already spend enough time on the forums...
peace bitches |
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| SuCKA ASS |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|12:50 pm] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | Lil Flip - Sunshine | ] |
so last night after the tab tuesday meet. the 240 guys decided to go on a GMR run. since id never been there, and figuring thered be no cops there that night, i would like to go. even though we left at 10 and i had to be home in half an hour. i knew i wasn't comming home anytime soon, so i had to make the best of the night, cuz id be screwed when i came home. so dam i had the best fucking time at GMR, the canyon there really is for skilled drivers....DEFinitely NOT for noobs. so we cruise uphill. chilled at the peak for a while, then they did some time attack runs. beat some old times, jay went, he spun out. then he went uphill and i followed him but i gave him a 5 second lead. so it was really fun. i really started to learn how far i can push my car with what mods i have on. when i get my new koni's and tein pillowball mounts im going to run so much faster. but that wont even happen for a while. i dont get my car back until sept 23rd....sux. o well...i guess it was worth it. staying out all night and canyon running. anyways.....i might be needing rides to and from work for the next month, so id appreciate it if you guys could help me out. thanks for readin. peace. |
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| Do You Think It Hurts Much To Die? |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|02:18 am] |
| [ | Feelings |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | From Autumn To Ashes - Chloroform Perfume | ] |
Its Hurting So Much More To Stay Alive
I LOVE FATA.
the end. |
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| news |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|04:50 pm] |
hey everyone....sorry i haven't updated here forever and shit. i been using myspace and melo lately. LJ got boring....umm...some updates on life i guess..here goes.
-I love my girlfriend, her name is melinda.
-I Installed TEIN S-Tech Springs on my car.
-KYB AGX's are comming soon.
-Im making money at my job at the library.
-I dont work at L&L anymore....cuz it dont pay enough.
-I LOVE going to shows.
-I like to play with my band, and we'll play shows soon, i promise.
-Im starting to love my car and driving, and motorsports more than ever.
-I miss melinda.
-I start school on my FUCKING 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!
ok im done. go to my myspace and be my friend!!
MYSPACE
peace yall. |
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| Summertime |
[Jun. 22nd, 2004|07:17 pm] |
| [ | Feelings |
| | content | ] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | D12 - How Come | ] |
yay-uh. summer is finally here. its actually kinda boring if you dont have stuff planned out to do. well, me and chris gotta job at L&L hawaiian BBQ on grand and valley. we start next week. im also going to get a job at the DB library. just chillin here.....spent the night at chris' house due to some shit w/the folks. everything is cool now. going out with melinda tomorrow and thats gunna be lots of fun. late.
o_O
-brando- |
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| Grad party and pedophiles.. |
[Jun. 13th, 2004|10:08 am] |
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last night was so tight. went to chris' grad party. he got like 6 bils. freakin bank man. chilled there with chris, jimmy, j-dizzle, erin and her bf, zack, and ashley. ate bomb food. stayed for a while. picked up tiffany, amanda, and kim. chilled back at chris' for a while more. had some old drunk guy stare and erin and tiff and kim. called the cops, got the pedophile arrested. funniest shit ive seen for a while. went to cold stone where we met zoe and brandi and other random guys. took my bitches home. met up with chris, jimmy and j-dizzle at birch st. went to tower, and read max power magazine. wow. nice cars. nice tits. good mag. looked at DVD's. then we walked to our cars, saw chirs quesada, and lankey, then we boned out. i went home and they went to j-dizzle's house to pick up Tokoyo Extreme Racer 3. Then they went to In-N-Out and back to chris'. Imma bout to jam over to Colima Burger....then to SUPER AUTOBACS!! woot woot. i got 5 bills to spend baby! im gettin coilovers! payce. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2004|07:27 pm] |
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wow....its finally over... :( |
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| the look in your eyes... |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|09:14 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
My dads friend Howard, whom he knew for 25 years, passed away yesterday. I cannot convey the amount of sadness, and depression my father and i feel. I cant even think right now. bye. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2004|02:13 pm] |
| [ | Feelings |
| | sad, scared, happy, loved, laz | ] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | Usher - Burn | ] |
too lazy to update this shit. go read my other stuff...
3... |
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| updates? |
[May. 29th, 2004|07:36 am] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | Atreyu - Bleeding Mascera | ] |
havent updated in here for a while. been pretty busy lately. just gettin ready for college and stuff. tryin to find a real job. workin on my car. hangin out with the team a lot. chillin with my hot prom date. all that kinda fun stuff. o ya, playing with my band.
4... |
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| Revolutions |
[May. 6th, 2004|04:49 pm] |
Stare into my eyes, tell me what you see.
Create a list of all the things that you love about me.
If three words could heal you I would speak only two.
A lie so large it cannot be sheltered.
Only smothered and walked upon.
Let’s skip the small matter and get right to the dying.
Don’t beg me to keep your eyes from crying
It was my heart that kept you from lying.
Emotionless gray skies bleed somber dreams of sorrow.
I beg for you to be there tomorrow.
Draw upon a sarcastic smile when you know inside its only a masquerade.
For the passion you lost for such a strong person.
Your voice cries out but no one has heard.
You’re weeping and silence and only kills you inside.
No one left to consult and only hurt by insults.
You're a stunning girl, but with a bayonet for a tongue.
C'est la vie my friend, can I stay with you until the end? |
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| Please Vote For My Bands Name! |
[May. 3rd, 2004|05:27 pm] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | Bleeding Through - On Wings Of Lead | ] |
Please vote for my bands name!
we play hardcore. ex. atreyu, eighteen visions, throwdown.
1. Blackened Hearts(1)
2. Kiss It Goodbye(3)
3. Dreams Of Sorrow
4. A Silent Summer(1)
5. Darkest Depressions
6. A Solemn Sorrow(1)
7. A Truth Be Told(3)
thanks! |
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| The show... |
[May. 1st, 2004|01:55 pm] |
| [ | Sounds |
| | From Autumn To Ashes - Cherry Kiss | ] |
FATA and Atreyu were amazing. go here to read about it and stuff.
FATA and Atreyu
...its so hard, to see when your eyes are rollin, in the back of your head... |
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